It really isn't. I've been through worse. I also have friends here that I never thought I would see again so, silver lining?
Have we? I'm so sorry, I don't remember. Natasha told me that I - or.. a version of me? - was here before, but I don't have any memories of it. I do apologize, I wish I could remember. If that was the same version of me, at least. Were we friends?