Not being able to take my meds has really been messing with my mental health these last few days, and it's especially hard now because the hotel sent my boyfriend Christian back home. The magic I use, it takes a toll on my mental and physical health so I use anti-depressants to cut it off. It helps my mind stay clear. On the meds, I'm fine. Off of them, and I can become a bit... prickly. I've said and done some pretty nasty things under the influence of my magic, and I wish I could take those things back.