Oh, it most certainly isn't. But I've been here awhile, so that initial shock (and anything else associated with finding yourself here) has worn off. Pretty sure most of us have needed an adjustment period. I just didn't want you to jump to the conclusion that I was being an asshole when I wasn't.
Anyway, I can see by other comments you've got a friend here, so I'm glad you're not entirely alone in this place, and I hope your time here is not entirely unpleasant, if it can't be enjoyable (though I also hope it's enjoyable).