"More than I would ever want to admit to" she admitted, not really sure why she was feeling so much in sharing mood. "For a long time it was kind of my job to hurt others..." she continued, nodding her head as she spoke. "I don't do that anymore, so you don't have to worry...I won't hurt you" she promised, wanting more than anything for the other woman not to be scared of her....treat her different. That was a problem she had in the past.