Of course he wished it was different. Tony couldn't blame anyone for that. He wished it was different, too. Anything past Tony's massive failing on Titan felt like it should have gone differently -- he should have just done better on Titan, and none of this would have happened. They'd been cocky. He hadn't known his team well enough. He'd let fear control too much of his life leading up to that point. Something. As if Tony hadn't had enough time to run the numbers, the plays, the scenarios a million different ways while he'd been stranded on that ship with Nebula.
"You never let me down Pete. Not once. You've got to know that."