Now that was a question she hadn't considered, really, and Emma frowned as she thought it over. "I don't....I'm not really sure. I think the worst part was just feeling used again. Having my friends threatened because he wanted me. Killing him was just...it was self defense. We were on a balcony and he lunged at me and the only thing I could do was either let him kill me, or shove him over the railing, so I did the second." Her hands picked at a loose thread in the bottom hem of her shirt as she looked down.
"And he's not the first person I had to kill in self defense," she said slowly. Emma wasn't certain how much he'd read of the things she'd said on the network, but Tom's death was the literal tip of the iceberg.