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[31 Mar 2009|01:49am] |
you take a seat right next to me, and i take my lit notes nervously. i've gotta stay calm, i just want you to stay. i am always daydreaming, hoping you've dreamt of the same thing. i've gotta stay calm, i don't want you to change. i've been assuming everything, hoping you'll soon mean everything. i've gotta stay calm, i want this to be real. i don't think you're into me and truly that's okay with me, i've gotta stay calm and find out how you feel. but if you wanna say "i, i, i like you", i might feel just like you. if you choose, choose not to, i knew, knew you would. sometimes i think i am out of my league, and then sometimes i think i can dream. sometimes i wish i could be the one fish that you choose out of all in the sea. we are non-existent, but i'll try to be persistent. i've gotta keep on if i want to be close to you. i know you're uninterested. i'm probably just some stupid kid, i could give up if you would want me to. but if you wanna say "i, i, i like you", i might feel just like you. if you choose, choose not to, i knew, knew you would. sometimes i think i am out of my league and then sometimes i think i can dream. sometimes i wish i could be the one fish, that you choose out of all in the sea.
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| hi spencer ;) |
[15 Mar 2009|07:50am] |
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im sorry, but im just thinking of the right words to say (i promise you) i know they don't sound the way i planned them to be (i promise you) but if u wait around the world, i'll make you fall for me (i promise you) i promise you, i promise you i will
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| in honor of them being added to the boozle lineup finally |
[14 Mar 2009|12:14pm] |
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wait til you see my face, hey bitch
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[13 Nov 2008|12:23am] |
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I got a first class ticket to a night all alone, And a front row seat up right by the phone, Cause you're always on my mind, And I'm running out of time, I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets, And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet, Is it all you thought it'd be?, You mean everything to me
But I'm the first to fall and the last to know, And where'd you go?
Now I'm heels over head, I'm hangin' upside down, Thinking how you left me for dead, California bound, And when you hit the coast, I hope you think of me, And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be
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[09 Nov 2008|03:05am] |
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You have my heart and we'll never be worlds apart may be in magazines but you'll still be my star. Baby cause in the dark you can't see shiny cars and that's when you need me there with you I'll always share because when the sun shines, we’ll shine together. Told you I'll be here forever, said I'll always be a friend, took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end. Now that it's raining more than ever know that we'll still have each other. You can stand under my umbrella, you can stand under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. These fancy things, will never come in between you're part of my entity, here for Infinity. When the war has took it's part, when the world has dealt it's cards, if the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart because when the sun shines, we’ll shine together. Told you I'll be here forever, said I'll always be a friend, took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end. Now that it's raining more than ever know that we'll still have each other. You can stand under my umbrella, you can stand under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. You can run into my arms, it's OK don't be alarmed. Come here to me there's no distance in between our love. So go on and let the rain pour I'll be all you need and more because when the sun shines, we’ll shine together. Told you I'll be here forever, said I'll always be a friend, took an oath I'ma stick it out till the end. Now that it's raining more than ever know that we'll still have each other. You can stand under my umbrella, you can stand under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. Under my umbrella, ella ella eh eh eh. It's raining, ooh baby it's raining. Baby come here to me, come here to me. It's raining, oh baby it's raining
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[03 Nov 2008|09:07pm] |
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she's blood, flesh and bone, no tucks or silicone. she's touch, smell, sight, taste and sound but somehow i can't believe that anything should happen. i know where i belong and nothing's gonna happen 'cause she's so high, high above me, she's so lovely. she's so high like cleopatra, joan of arc, or aphrodite. she's so high, high above me. first class and fancy free, she's high society. she's got the best of everything. what could a guy like me ever really offer? she's perfect as she can be, why should i even bother?
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| just in case you guys missed TRL today |
[30 Oct 2008|04:24pm] |
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[30 Oct 2008|08:37am] |
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This time I wonder what it feels like to find the one in this life. The one we all dream of. But dreams just aren't enough, so I´ll be waiting for the real thing. I'll know it by the feeling. The moment when we´re meeting, we'll play out like a scene straight off the silver screen. So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath right up to the end. Until that moment when I find the one that I'll spend forever with. `Cause nobody wants to be the last one there. 'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares. Someone to love with my life in their hands. There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
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| songs of this nature are always the best, you can't even lie.. |
[23 Oct 2008|05:57pm] |
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I see you baby and you're looking so good. I got a feeling and I think that we should. Let's take it outside let's go for a ride. Let's do it whatever we want. Let's make it a crime let's do it in time. Let's do it wherever we want. Let's fuck. I wanna baby and I know that you would. I got it baby and I know that you're good. Let's do it for sin let's bring in your friends. Let's do it whatever we want. Let's do it for them let's do it again. Let's do it wherever we want. Let's Fuck. Let's go all the way. Let's do it all day. Let's do it whatever we want. Let's turn out the lights. Let's do it all night. Let's do it as long as we want. Let's fuck. Let's do it again. Let's do it whatever we want. Let's fuck.
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good evening ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif) convene!! |
[21 Oct 2008|07:16pm] |
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well the stars up in the sky and the leaves in the tree all the broken bits that make you trip up and the grassy bits in between all the matter in the world is how much that i like you right birds can fly so high and they can shit on your head yeah they can almost fly into your eye and make you feel so scared but when you look at them and you see that they are beautiful thats how i feel about you.
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[19 Oct 2008|01:41am] |
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you're full of shit.
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[16 Oct 2008|05:29pm] |
Everything that keeps me together is falling apart, I've got this thing that I consider my only art of fucking people over. My boss just quit the job says he's goin' out to find blind spots and he'll do it. The 3rd Planet is sure that they're being watched by an eye in the sky that can't be stopped. When you get to the promise land your gonna shake that
eyes hand. Your heart felt good it was drippin' pitch and made of wood, and your hands and knees felt cold and wet on the grass beneath. Outside naked, shiverin' looking blue, from the cold sunlight that's reflected off the moon. Baby cum angels fly around you reminding you that you could
be three and not just two. And that's how the world began. And that's how the world will end. A 3rd had just been made and we were swimming in the water, didn't know then was it a son was it a daughter. When it occurred to me that the animals are swimming around in the water in the oceans in our bodies and another had been found another ocean on the planet given that our blood is just like the Atlantic, and how the universe is shaped exactly like the earth if you gostraight long enough you'll end up where you were
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[05 Oct 2008|11:05pm] |
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What would you say if I asked you not to go? To forget everyone, forget everything, and start over with me? Would you take my hand and never let me go? Promise me, you'll never let me go. And now the stars aren't out tonight,But neither are we to look up at them. Why does hello feel like goodbye? These memories can't replace, These wishes I wished and dreams I chased. Take this broken heart and make it right. I feel like I lost everything when you're gone. Left remembering what it's like To have you here with me. I thought you should know, You're not making this easy. I never thought I'd be the one to say Please don't, well please don't leave me.
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[02 Oct 2008|02:51pm] |
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lately im alright and lately im not scared, i figured out that what you do to me feels like im floating on air. i dont need to know right now all i know is suddenly, is the very thing that got us here. now i cant leave. say anything but say what you mean because im caught in suspension.
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[28 Sep 2008|11:32pm] |
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It's been the longest winter without you, I didn't know where to turn to. See somehow I can't forget you after all that we've been through. Going coming thought I heard a knock, who's there? no one. Thinking that I deserve it now I realize that I really didn't know. If you didn't notice you mean everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again, all I know is I'ma be ok. Thought I couldn't live without you, it's gonna hurt when it heals too. It'll all get better in time and even though I really love you, I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to. It'll all get better in time. I couldn't turn on the TV without something there to remind me. Was it all that easy to just put aside your feelings? If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh, hurt my feelings but that's the path. I believe in and I know that time will heal it. If you didn't notice boy you meant everything. Quickly I'm learning to love again, all I know is I'ma be ok.
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| HI convene I LOVE YOU ALL |
[23 Sep 2008|04:02pm] |
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i'm throwing away pictures that i never should have taken in the first place. and it's cold in my apartment as i'm changing all the colors from the brightest reds to grays. well it's 3 o'clock on monday morning, i'm just hoping you're not seeing his face. i've been getting calls in these hotel rooms long enough to know that it was him that took my place. and i hope this makes you happy now that the flame we had is burning out. and i hope you like your pictures facing down as even broken hearts may have their doubts. and i'm burning all the letters hoping that i might forget her and her bad taste that she left as she was leaving me, a life of barely breathing as she walked out of this place. and you dropped the note and we changed key. you changed yourself and i changed me. i really didn't see us singing through this then you screamed the bridge and i cried the verse and our chorus came out unrehearsed. and you smiled the whole way through it, i guess maybe that's what's worse. and i hope this makes you happy now that the flame we had is burning out. and i hope you like your pictures facing down as even broken hearts may have their doubts. and i'm taking all your memories off the shelf, and i don't need you or anybody else. so take a look at me, see what you want to see when you get home. take me home, i'd rather die than be with you.
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[21 Sep 2008|02:33am] |
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[20 Sep 2008|12:55pm] |
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can someone please just shake the lies out of me? it seems that every word i say don't mean a thing. i've tried so hard to reel you closer to freedom, with every cast i just exhaust all my options. tonight, tonight we're gonna make all the headlines. it's so damn hard to push my pride to the side. take back everything i said, know that i'm never coming home again. i know it's for the best. come back when i know i've been washed clean of my emptiness, when these words aren't meaningless. i feel i'm constantly restricted by shackles. this so-called ball and chain is all i've ever known. i've climbed some mountains i thought i'd never tackle, they gave me sense of hope and even more so, sense of home. tonight, tonight we're gonna make all the headlines. i've tried for nights to write a new beginning and failed every time.
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