Lyra || Melpomene (maskoftears) wrote in conq_network, @ 2014-01-05 19:25:00 |
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Current mood: | drained |
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I have always known, and know more so now, that I am not made to be in the company of others for extended periods of time. I suppose it is strange given I am a Muse, but since the beginning of tech two weeks ago until now I have not had much time to myself, if at all. Yes, we worked over Christmas. I am feeling at odds with everyone with no real escape. Their jokes, purely mocking, that whenever I say something against their opinion is just me whining, is truly hurtful at this point. I cannot take it in the uh our it was meant, because at every turn I find myself being degraded by those who call themselves my friends. I am tired and would like to go back to my flat and lock myself away for the rest of the winter.