Congratulations, you're not too delusional then. But here's a bit of a news flash for you, I've never claimed to be a good person either. And if you're out to make me miserable, because misery loves company, I'm afraid I've got you beat there too.
Now if there is anything I can do to help you not be miserable let me know, and I'll do it. Short of killing myself, because I've already promised someone I wouldn't do that, otherwise I would have already jumped out an airlock. And not playing these stupid little guessing games because you're 'broody and angry'.