Syreni (controlwinter) wrote in commandhq, @ 2018-05-07 15:20:00 |
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To say her morning was full was an understatement. After seeing Dr. Romero and making a public and private apology to literally everyone, it didn’t do anything to make her stop feeling guilty. If anything it made her feel worse, especially when she started learning how much she had destroyed by accident. Add that with once more being told to leave Scotty alone. She’d given into the older man. Told him she was going to keep away from him. Despite how much all she wanted to do was find him and make amends of their relationship. Tell it to someone who cares. His words cut like a knife. Every time she thought about reaching out to Scotty, she thought about his words. No, he had a family he needed to take care of. After agreeing to come out of hiding, Syreni took the time to leave her temporary room and make her way downstairs. She said she would come out of hiding. She didn’t say for how long. Of course, she had made it a point to avoid people as best as possible. Those who did approach her would ask how she was doing. I’m okay is all she would answer them with. It wasn’t long before she found herself in the hologym. With the scene typed in that she wanted, Syreni would step into the room. After her talk with Dr. Romero that morning, Syreni had started to miss Alaska. So it was no surprise that she put in the visuals and feeling of that town she had lived in. Her shoes removed and placed off to the side, along with her shirt. Leaving the young woman in a think tank top and jeans. The feel of the extreme cold hitting her bare skin caused her to slowly relax. She wasn’t sure if her powers were still off in the hologym or not, but she didn’t try to access them either way. Instead, she came to take a seat on the snow-covered floor as she let her frame take in the cold that surrounded her. She wasn’t hiding. She just wanted to feel the cold around her, as it helped clear her thoughts. Today was the hard part… Tomorrow would be better. "..I hope.." |