Scotty couldn't bring himself to think of it that way. He could only see where he caused this to happen. If he hadn't continued to talk to Syreni than Sandy wouldn't have gone after her like she did. No one would be in solitary right now and he wouldn't have to think about what he was thinking about. He wasn't even sure anyone outside Sandy knew. He had convinced himself that she hadn't told Cal any of it.
"I don't know why," he said with a sigh. He was still feeling the calmness that came with Cassidy's song but that mean he didn't feel that it was his fault. "She's all alone in there. I can't get her out. I tried."