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Tweak says, "they're coming to take me away"

Fleur Weasley (veela_charms) wrote in collision_rp,
@ 2013-02-15 07:27:00

Entry tags:

!february, bill weasley, fleur weasley

Who: Bill and Fleur Weasley
When: Early morning
Where: Their place
What: Post-Valentines Day conversation
Warnings/Ratings: TBD but probably not awful high

There were a few things Fleur was sure of and one of them was that they needed a bigger sofa. Sure it was comfortable to sit on but a night spent sleeping on it had left her feeling cramped and miserable or maybe that was just the fight. With a whimper she rolled over and rubbed at her still puffy and sore eyes. It was going to be a long day but the night had been longer and considerably more empty. She couldn't even remember the last time she had to sleep alone. It felt cold and empty.

As she laid there pieces of the night came floating back: the hurt, the angry words and apologize from Bill, and the icing on the cake... the creepy Valentines. Just the thought of it alone made her skin crawl and recalling the blood on her hands was enough to churn her stomach anew. She had left Bill to clean up the mess while she got sick.

She needed a drink. Though instead of her feet hitting the hard flooring they hit something soft, her husband. "What are you doing?" Fleur asked him peering at him from the edge of the couch, even though it was evident he had and was sleeping on the floor.

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nomorecurses
2013-02-15 01:09 pm UTC (link)

Bill's night had been miserable. He was wracked by guilt and self-loathing. He hated that he had made Fleur upset. He hated that he had caused any sort of riff between Remus and Tonks. Bill's mind had brought up all sorts of events to remind him of just why he was such a cock. Of course, the "gifts" hadn't helped matters at all.

After talking to several Order members including Moody, Bill was exhausted. Fleur was already asleep on the sofa by the time he was finished. He knew he should give her space. He knew she was so furious with him. But Bill just couldn't not be next to his beautiful wife. Grabbing a pillow and blanket from the bed, Bill slept on the floor next to the sofa. It was a close as she would let him be he assumed.

That didn't mean he was ready to be stepped on after a miserable night of restless sleep. He looked up at his beautiful wife. Bill's adoration for her read in her gaze. "Having a restless night. You?"

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veela_charms
2013-02-15 01:38 pm UTC (link)

Why did he have to look at her like that? It made it hard to stay mad at him though she supposed she never really had been truly upset with him directly. It wasn't like he had chosen to be with someone else. Yet it still hurt nonetheless to envision Bill, her husband, sharing any kind of intimacy and affection with someone that wasn't her.

Still Fleur couldn't help but cave a little as she slid silently from the couch to a spot on the cold floor. "Same," her words were soft when they did finally come. Her blue eyes rested on his form a moment.

"Bill, I..." And with another swell of her emotions she was crying again. For a girl not known to cry Fleur had spent an awful lot of the past eighteen hours crying. Only this time she could not help but crawling into her husband's lap so she could cry on his shoulder, hungry for some kind of contact between them. No one could soothe her quite like Bill could anyhow, even if part of her discontent rested with him.

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	nomorecurses 2013-02-19 09:43 am UTC (link)
	Bill opened his mouth to apologize one more time when Fleur crawled into his lap. He held her close and his heart broke as she cried. He hated that he was the reason for her tears but he was also grateful that she found comfort in him. Bill kissed the top of her head as he felt the tears soak into his shirt, not that he minded one bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

veela_charms
2013-02-19 11:21 am UTC (link)

Even though it actually wasn't very long Fleur felt like she had been crying forever when the tears actually stopped flowing. A tiny hiccup slipped off her lips as she wiped at her tears with the back of her hand. Tucked safely in her husbands arms it was easy to forget. After all it was her he held and not someone else...

"Bill, I am sorry." Maybe she had overreacted but it had broken her heart to picture him with anyone else for whatever reason. "It was not like it was your fault." General exhaustion made her accent heavier but she was sure he was used to it. She was forever whispering sweet nothings to him in the moments right before she fell asleep.

"What a bad day all around," she noted. Not that she has ever been found of the holiday to begin with. But something nudged her to remind her it wasn't all bad. There was still something she needed to tell him.

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	nomorecurses 2013-02-20 07:08 pm UTC (link)
	"No I am sorry, sweetheart" Bill said running his fingers through her hair. He didn't mind her accent. He found it quite sexy really. "Well, I have to agree with you on that" Bill conceded as he ran his hands over her back. "But today is a new day. Maybe we can have a better one than yesterday. Do something to make it special." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

veela_charms
2013-02-20 08:34 pm UTC (link)

Fleur nodded her head slightly as she relaxed further into Bill's embrace the warmth of his body spreading through her own, warming it. Her anger had all but dissipated with his touch. Pressing her lips to Bill's own Fleur claimed them in a kiss and that was how it was supposed to be. He was supposed to be there with her and she wanted nothing more than to lose herself in him until they tangled up completely in each other and the blankets.

Her breath was warm as she pulled away slightly so she could gaze into his eyes. "Bill, mon amour," Fleur teased a feather soft kiss to his lips. "I'm pregnant." It wasn't how she intended to tell him, it wasn't even Valentines Day anymore, but the words just slipped out before she could stop them.

Fleur studied his face waiting to see his reaction. No matter how surprised he was it couldn't compare to how surprised she had been. It wasn't like it was planned or that they had even been trying, they weren't, but it had still happened somehow. It hadn't even crossed her mind and when she had started to feel off she had suspected a cold or maybe the flu. Not matter his reaction it made her feel better that Bill finally knew. It hadn't even been a day since she found out but she hated keeping a secret from him even that long.

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	nomorecurses 2013-02-24 05:39 am UTC (link)
	"You're....we're...," Bill was not often speechless but then again it wasn't every day that his beautiful wife told him that he was going to be a father. A father. Holy Merlin's beard. "Are you sure?" Bill asked looking into Fleur's eyes. "Please be sure because...I am so excited." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

veela_charms
2013-02-24 05:58 am UTC (link)

She couldn't help but smile at his enthusiasm and get caught up in it. Caught up in it despite all her reservations and fears.

Fleur cupped his cheek with her hand. "I am positive. It will be our Halloween baby." Or close enough anyhow. She smiled a bit more liking the sound of that. Their baby.

"You really don't mind?" Considering the amount of people that wanted them dead it wasn't exactly an ideal time.

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	nomorecurses 2013-02-25 04:38 am UTC (link)
	"Our baby" Bill said looking at Fleur with tears standing in his eyes. It was amazing and wondrous. "Of course I don't mind" Bill said looking at her as if she lost her mind. "I am more than excited." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

veela_charms
2013-02-25 12:00 pm UTC (link)

Fleur looked at him a moment giving him a small smile before tightening her hold on him and settling in closer. Yes she was excited too but there also were so many things to be worried or scared about.

"It's not exactly the best timing." She told him when he looked at her like she has three heads. But then again they weren't the first to end up in such a position. "We'll make it work."

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	nomorecurses 2013-03-01 12:05 pm UTC (link)
	"Yes we will." Bill assured her. "Children are notorious for having bad timing." He kissed her softly. "But I am so happy." (Reply to this) (Parent)