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Entry tags: | john druitt, mycroft holmes |
Who: John Druitt and Mycroft Holmes.
What: Dealing with the frustrating new situation.
Where: The park.
When: Early evening.
Rating: TBD.
Status: In progress.
John had never been an overly social man. He could be perfectly charming and sociable when necessary, but the fact was that he hardly enjoyed it. Even in the old days, before the Source Blood had changed everything, he had kept his circle of friends small. It had just been easier. His temperament was not well suited to large groups, and he had always preferred to stick with what he knew. The Five had understood him, in a way nobody else had, and moreover had accepted him in spite of his failings. And, honestly, he preferred a private, intellectual discussion to any amusements society could provide. The parties, however small, he had attended with Helen had always left him feeling overwhelmed and out of sorts, and their outings, however enjoyable, tended to have the same affect. He knew logically that this was rooted in his mental instability, but at the time he hadn't really understood the way his own mind worked.
Now, in this city, he had fallen into similar habits. He was close with Ashley, of course, and James, and he was tolerant of Nikola, but his connections beyond the Sanctuary were few and far between. There was John Constantine, of course, by virtue of the man's relationship with his daughter, not to mention his employees and the irritating archangel who once more worked with him. But he had not connected with any of them, their personalities too different from his own. Beyond that, he had limited his interactions with others, uncertain he wanted to face the stigma attached to his name. He had changed, more than anyone could possibly understand, but he also knew that knowledge did not change his past and he was still a man who had horrifically murdered countless women over the past century. No, it was better to keep to those who knew his flaws and remained at his side.
He hadn't counted on being forcibly separated from the others, but he supposed few people would have predicted such a thing. He felt ill at ease, unable to interact with those closest to him, and he had grown rather isolated in the past days. Yes, he could still talk to Zoe, but it seemed odd to spend his time with a young child, however intelligent she was. Instead, when the frustration had become unavoidable, he had left the house and gone for a walk. The fresh air helped to clear his head somewhat, but he made no effort to return just yet. Much as he disliked crowds, he wasn't sure how much more he could take of the Sanctuary's empty, oppressive silence. He walked without direction or purpose, losing himself in his own thoughts. When he returned to himself, he was in the park, and the sun looked as though it was beginning to contemplate sinking in the horizon. Continuing his walk, he did his best to sidestep a young child who had escaped her parents, and in the process knocked into someone else.
"My apologies," he said calmly as he straightened and dusted himself off. "I trust I did you no lasting damage?"