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Tweak says, "that's what she said"

kristina snow has a problem with monsters (kristina_snow) wrote in colligo_threads,
@ 2012-08-02 21:02:00

Entry tags:

jonathan crane, krisitna snow

Who: Kristina & Scarecrow
Where:Back ally behind her apartment
What: She is looking to score
When: August.2.2012 9:00pm
Rating: R
Status:In progress

Kristina had had a very bad day. To start she had been attacked on the way to her home. Once inside she had cleaned the blood off of herself and everything else. She managed to mend her wounds faught with someone she loved. Found out that she was a whore, a buisness partner, and on top of that needed to score. Bree was enjoying seeing her innocent half angry but she also feared it. It didn't take her long to convince herself that being a fix was more important that her fear of being hurt again. She rearranged her skimpy outfit bravely put on makeup over her scrapes and opened the door.

She hated him every fiber of her being hated him. She needed him every part of her screamed she needed him. She didn't love him, couldn't love, couldn't trust. With a heavy sigh the cool air hit her and stung her eyes, she looked around there wasn't anyone there. Stepping quickly she turned to face the ally she had been jumped in. Lifting her head Kristina entered the dark ally not caring what laid on the other side. She was done. She needed a fix, a fight, a fuck, she needed to die.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 01:35 am UTC (link)

Scarebeast waited int the alley, claws gently brushing over each other. Jonathan had known what Kristina would do, how she would react and Scareeast used that information to find her, the sweet little snack that he was told to not approach.

Too bad Jonathan was so broken and stressed at the moment.

He grinned, fear toxin leaking form his lips as she turned the corner and he stood to his full height, blinking yellow eyes down at her. "Little toy, all prettied up."

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 02:36 am UTC (link)

Kristina was determined to find a monster, but not that kind of monster. She stifled a scream as she looked at the creater before her. His mere body was enough to kill her not to mention the gas and claws. With a shiver she wanted to retreat run back to her room and hide. Bree was clever pushing the girl gently to speak. You wanted this, remember you wanted to die. Kristina tried to remember her life before she got there but it was a blank she could just see her and the monster. With a sigh she knew that to fix her problems she had to face a monster. "I'm not a toy.. Well I am. But not to you. I am prettied up looking for a fix and unless you know someone please move." Okay so she sounded brave enough but she was trembling in her bones walking backwards with each word.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 02:41 am UTC (link)

Sharp teeth glimmered as Scarebeat smiled, leaning in towards the girl, though keeping his mouth away enough she wouldn't be hit by his breath. "Little toy thinks smart," he said, giving a wheezing chuckle. Burlap patterned skin and naked bone reached out for her as he ran a claw oh so lightly over her cheek, making sure not to press in and damage her skin.

"I bet you are tasty, little toy. A snack to wile away the hunger. Do you fear, little toy?"

Jonathan's cologne still clung to the beasts skin.

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 02:48 am UTC (link)

Kristina actually let out a yelp when he reaced for her. He had done it smoothly though so she froze remembering her flight sequence didn't work. She was crazy but she already knew that. "I don't think smart I came out here to die, I just don't care." Her words were bitter in her mouth but she realized they were true. She heard his words and knew that this was going to be the end, with heavy thoughts a tear went to stream she wiped it quickly away. "I have been told that lots of time, numerous in fact. I used to fear, I only fear him not wanting me." It was true she didn't care about the monster or the next hit, she just cared that she meant nothing to everyone. Smelling him made her head reel as she tried to put the pieces together.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 02:51 am UTC (link)

"Show me your fear, let me taste it," Scarebeast hissed, the cloud of noxious green fear gas floating above her rather then into her face. "Want to see your fear," his tongue curled over his lips at the thought.

"Little toy, so sad and lost...and he doesn't care. Home with his boyfriend and children, happy," he hissed, claw sliding around to her chin, tilting it up, grinning at the pain in her face. "He hates little toy,"

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 02:21 pm UTC (link)

Kristina thought for a moment what was she really afraid of? The monster wanted to feed off her fear and if she allowed it he may actually end her existence. It only took a matter of time before the pain shot threw her hot and burning. Biting her lip she held everything in the best she could. "You don't think I already knew that? Everyone hates me, I have come to figure out I'm not wanted." She became scared at that moment of losing him. Even if he didn't care about her she cared about him. That little bit of fear worried her but she tried not to show it. "I hate him." Her words were soft and clipped short as she stepped away from the monster before her.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 07:40 pm UTC (link)

"Liar," he whispered with a chuckle, taking a step forward to counter her movement. "Little toy loves." he said, circling around her. "And Doctor hates. Annoying, stupid, trash."

He leaned in close to her, swallowing down the toxin for a moment so he could brush dry, straw-like lips against her ear. "I love little toy," he breathed, before pulling away, running a claw gently up her side.

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 07:47 pm UTC (link)

She licked her lips nervously thinking about turning and running. Something in her told her that it was a bad idea, she figured that something was Bree. "I do love him, but he doesn't love me. He thinks I'm trash." It wasn't a question it was a realization and that scared her more than anything.

The beast before her smelled of Jonathan and she half heartedly felt that it was him. If it was he really did just break her heart and that hurt. "You don't love me, you want something from me." Her eyes narrowed she was tired of people using her but she feared that there was no changing that. "So tell me what do you want from me?" Her voice had gotten more steady but her heart beat fast beneath her chest.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 07:59 pm UTC (link)

"You. Your fear." he said, drawing the claw lightly up her neck. "You want and want from your doctor and he takes. Scarebeast doesn't." he said, tilting her head up.

He gave a wheezing cough, before drawing in a large breath, swallowing down his toxin, allowing his breathing to become clear for a moment before pressing his giant lips to hers.

He then licked her face, large tongue easily covering her. "Little toy tastes sweet," he murmured with a chuckle before raising up to his full height. He eyed her for a moment, before wrapping his hand around her waist and hips, picking her up much like a child picking up a barbie doll.

He started off, carrying her down the street, not caring who may see them as he headed off towards an abandoned warehouse that Jonathan had found a week ago and was planning to use for other things. For now, it would make a decent home for him, until he reverted back...if he reverted.

"Little toy has too much make up on, wash." he ordered, dropping Kristina in front of a barrel filled with water, moving past towards the clothes that Jonathan had been wearing before he changed, fishing around in the scraps for the tiniest of vials, moving back towards Kristina.

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 08:21 pm UTC (link)

Kristina desperately wanted Bree to take over, she shut her eyes trying to summon her up. The words were too much, too true they hurt bad. "You don't want, or you don't take." She felt like she had over dosed talking to a huge monster. Most girls would have peed and ran, she couldn't run. Bree had taken that away from her.

His breath looked clear for a moment she wondered what the difference was. Receiving the kiss without really giving one back she was just too stunned to move. "Eww, no, do not lick me. I am a person not a toy.." She laughed slightly at the comment.

A scream came out of her mouth and she couldn't stifle it. The ground was so far below her and she knew if he dropped her she would die. Shutting her eyes tightly she pressed her face against his scratchy clothes. "Please, please, don't drop me." She feverishly prayed the words as tears ran down her face.

The barrel in front of her at least held clean water. Kristina didn't want to argue with the monster who would easily kill her and eat her innards. With slow deliberate movings she began washing her face. The reflection in the water hurt as she saw the wounds reappear. She stood facing the monster water dripping from her face, her gaze stayed looking at the ground disgraced.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 08:26 pm UTC (link)

"Better face," he murmured, holding out the vial and a jet injector. "Attach, inject," he ordered. Pausing for a moment, he struggled to find the right word he was looking for. "Anti...anta...no fear." he finally said, giving up, gesturing to his mouth.

Basically, he was handing her the antidote to his breath, so that she didn't poison herself around him. It was temporary at best, but it would do for the day.

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 08:31 pm UTC (link)

Kristina's face said it all. Her eyes were wide open mimicking her mouth. Everything was tensed as she shook her head back and forth. "I can't, I don't do needles." She tried to understand what he was saying. With one last bit of bravery she trusted the monster and injected herself. A bit of a sting came but then nothing else, no high, no pain, no fear. It felt odd I mean she felt normal fear but nothing too bad. With one last attempt she realized Bree was silent letting her live her mistakes. She couldn't help but care for the beast in front of her. "Why me?"

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 08:34 pm UTC (link)
	"Because you asked so nicely," he said, drawing his claw down the side of her cheek, still not cutting her. "Begged for a monster, pressed against Doctor's wall, panting prettily." He leaned in, grinning widely, showing all of his razor sharp teeth. "So full of pain and fear...so wanting..." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

kristina_snow
2012-08-03 08:49 pm UTC (link)

Kristina tried to remember back to that moment when she figured out it was Bree looking to score. "You weren't exactly what I had in mind. You are far better than what I was looking for." It wasn't a lie so much as in her trying not to hurt the monster before her.

His teeth terrified her and she gulped noisily. "You scare me a little, I even scare myself. Why won't he care about me?" Even at the end of her life she could only think of the doctor.

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 08:58 pm UTC (link)
	Scarebeast's eyes narrowed as she thought only of the doctor, turning away from the girl. "Because you're worthless to him," he said coldly, a low growl spilling out of his lips. He moved away from her, breaking open the small fridge Jonathan had installed, taking out a large family size ham and eating it, crunching on the bone angrily. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kristina_snow 2012-08-03 09:03 pm UTC (link)
	Kristina jumped at the words narrowing her eyes as well. She could feel a small draft of confidence from Bree. about time, where have you been? The loudness from the ham made her think she upset him. "I'm sorry, what do you think of me? How did you know who I was?" She stepped closer to him trying to hide the scraped side of her face from him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	"Love," he said shortly, before looking at her, hurriedly wiping glaze from his mouth. "Been here...whole time." he said, tapping his head. "Always here, with you." he murmured. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

kristina_snow
2012-08-03 09:11 pm UTC (link)

She was trying hard to understand and the pieces were beginging to fall but it hurt so bad to hate Jonathan. "I have to be with him, to have you." Kristina didn't know if that made sense but it was worth a try. Bree began to fume, she wasn't about to lose her love. With one step she put a sultry look on her face and braved the monster. "Can you give me what I require to live?" Her tone was different almost doubtfull.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 09:16 pm UTC (link)

Scarebeast silently pointed a claw'd finger at Jonathan's scraps of clothing, where a baggie rested in the pockets, waiting for Bree. It had taken a long while and a lot of effort to put enough influence in Jonathan's mind to take the baggie with him to the lab, but he had done it, and Scarebeast could give it to Bree.

Not that it would be worth anything to the broken hearted monster. He turned away from them again, staring out a broken window.

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 09:20 pm UTC (link)

Bree had lost something with her high coming down. She saw his clothing and recognized it eyeing the beast worridly. With one sigh she dashed to the clothes and found the bag but didn't take the contents out. She watched the monster turn away from her. "You sought us out for a reason, what was it?" Bree had doubts but Kristina was being so stern to protect him she would play the game for now.

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	"You hurt...wanted to heal," Scarebeast said sadly, watching a bird outside the window, absently wondering what it would taste like. "Told you. Love." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

kristina_snow
2012-08-03 09:31 pm UTC (link)

Kristina could tell that he was sad and was actually trying to help them. Biting her lip she pushed Bree to the back of her mind for the moment. "Why are you so sad, love?" She inched closer to him wrapping her arms around him no where close to touching. It was a tender hug and she prayed he took it well. A part of her still was scared about his size, just for the fact that if he wasn't careful he could hurt her. "You remind me of a fluffy scarecrow." She smiled against his back. "I have a monster inside of me." Her words were a whisper as she came to face her reflection in a piece of glass.

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andintheendfear
2012-08-03 09:34 pm UTC (link)

"You no like," he said softly, but wrapped an arm around her, holding her gently. "I am, just as the not fluffy Scarecrow is inside me," he murmured, curling his claws so that he could brush his knuckles though her hair tenderly.

After her words he smiled. "I know...the other. Bree." he stated her name, the words sounding wrong on his lips as if he hadn't practiced like he did the rest. "Lost little toy and Pretty little toy...two in one."

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kristina_snow
2012-08-03 09:45 pm UTC (link)

"No, I like." Her words were soft and full of emotion. "I think you are more fluffy than you think." The feeling of his knuckles against her scalp made a shiver run through her and she kissed him tenderly on the back.

She glared here eyes at Bree's name throwing herself back away from him. "She has to have all the attention all the time. I created her, and she ruined my life." Kristina knew that the monster must have heard her complain before. "You are two in one as well, alot like us."

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	andintheendfear 2012-08-03 09:47 pm UTC (link)
	Scarebeast turned, wondering what had upset her. "We are..." he said softly, confused. He reached out, brushing a burlap skinned knuckle over her cheek. "Wrong?" he asked, trying to ask her what was wrong. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)