Bonnie sighed. "I think I'm most worried about not really being a good mom. I mean, yeah I had Grams and your mom there for me when I was younger, but my mom was never really around. She left when I was younger, so it's not like I really have much to go off in terms of maternal advice or anything like that. Aside from Grams and your mom. And while they were both great...it still wasn't really exactly the same as my own mom being there." She paused, just relaxing and feeling Sheila kick. "If that makes any sense at all.