"I was having a baby, Spike." She turned and scooted closer to him, burying her eyes in his chest. She just wasn't ready to look at him. This was so awkward. "It was a stupid idea. Sorry, can't slay demons for nine months. That wouldn't work so well." Her voice was still sad even though she was trying to talk her way through it. She had wanted it to be true. They had a nice life for a week and she had been very happy about it. That was what 'normal' felt like.