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Rhys Bevan (notstalkingyou) wrote in colligo_threads,

This really was a conversation that should happen in person. Text messages were not the ideal forum for the discussion of feelings and all that they entailed. But there was a reason Anna had not brought that up and she felt it was a good one. Texts were impersonal. They allowed her to give herself just a measure of distance, just enough that she did not feel like she was going to go mad. But if Jeremy was here, all of those feelings would be right there and so close for the taking. Anna did not just like Jeremy, it could not be that simple. She had been and still was willing to spend eternity with him. Of all the people she had turned in her very long lifetime, he was the only one she had wanted to because she could not bear the thought of living without him. Seeing him with another girl, knowing that the one thing she wanted she could not have, it was nearly unbearable.

But he wanted to talk in person so they would talk in person, despite her better judgement. Anna sat on the couch staring at her pda as she waited for him to make his way up the stairs. She heard him before he knocked, out in the hall. For a moment she just sat there, unsure if she should answer. If she stayed put eventually he would leave and they could avoid this for just a little bit longer.

Slowly Anna got up and made her way to the door. Unlocking it, she opened it and gave a weak, small smile. "Jeremy." she said, moving out of the way. "Come on in."