captain james t. kirk (![]() ![]() @ 2009-11-22 06:13:00 |
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Entry tags: | !open, clark kent |
WHO; James T. Kirk & OPEN TO MULTIPLE THREADS
WHERE; a coffee shop near the university
WHEN; November 22nd, mid-morning
RATING; TBA
Over-contemplating was something that often plagued James T. Kirk and threatened to consume him here in Colligo. All he did lately, it seemed, was think without putting any of those thoughts into actions, no matter how clever or brilliant the thoughts he had were in relation to potential actions. When he did do things, it went horribly wrong; sleeping with Gaila, what had happened with Max at the costume party on Halloween... He realized that neither of those things were his fault, but he couldn't help but indulge that little voice inside his head that told him he shouldn't have given in, that he shouldn't have gone to Gaila or gone to that party in the first place. He'd slept with Gaila without knowing that Seven would be returning to Colligo and there had been no signs pointing to signs that she ever would, and he had no way of knowing some sort of spell (or so he assumed) was going to be cast on the people at that party donning costumes. God, he still needed to apologize to Max for that mess.
And talk to Seven. Kirk was still on the fence about telling her about Gaila, weary of what he reaction would be, given his past with the Orion. He didn't have very good past relationships to base this on... He should probably talk to Gabriel more about this. And Bones. Probably Claire, too, if only to get a woman's perspective on the matter. He should probably speak with Gaila, as well, and get back to Uhura on them telling Gaila about what happened to her and the rest of the Farragut crew when the Narada attacked those ships over Vulcan.
There was so much that needed to be done, but his motivation was shot. And maybe, he realized, it was due to settling into the notion that maybe there was such a thing as a no-win scenario. Kirk knew that if his father were still here, he would be very much disapproving of that thought, but after nearly six months of being in this place, he hadn't found a way out of it and he was starting to think that he never would.
Sighing, Kirk let his head drop onto the table with a resounding thud, ignoring the clamor of the spoon against the edge of the coffee cup he'd been drinking out of a moment ago.
He hated this place more than he hated that bastard, Nero. And there was nothing he could do to change the fact that he was stuck here. He hated that most of all. For all that his genius mind was capable of, he was fresh out of ideas.