Liv Kerr (olivia_kerr) wrote in coldcreeklogs, @ 2015-11-02 09:24:00 |
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Entry tags: | olivia kerr |
Who: Olivia Kerr and OTA
Where: the mall
What: She was spending time alone and thinking
When: 11/2 10:00 am
Rating: Possibly low
Status: incomplete/open
Olivia had never been so confused and lonely in her entire life. When her father physically abused her before she ran away to her best friend's Peyton's house thins weren't this confusing. She knew at that point in her life she had to leave her sister's and mother behind before her father had killed her, which was something she knew would've happened if she stayed. She was thankful that Peyton's parents adored her and offered her a place of refuge and safety. Lately though.. things at her own home now were just really confusing and upsetting her again.
As she walked around the mall, getting some alone time and doing some shopping of her own her mind began to wander. Was it possible that Ulysess no longer loved her and that is why he spent so much time at the church? They have a son together and she would've thought that Ulysess would've wanted to spend time with Grant as well, but lately that's where her husband was at the church. Sure, sometimes she and Grant would visit him there but she often didn't like bringing her son to The Other Church. Especially when she herself didn't believe in the God her husband worshipped, though she wouldn't exactly call that thing God. Whatever it was terrorized the town during their Hell months and thankfully she was never attacked by it due to her marriage with Ulysess.
Her life had always been a train wreck and she thought after marrying Ulysess things would finally calm down and would go back to normal. She could maybe live a happy life and she did have one she just wasn't sure why she was always alone and why she was always sad. She needed to figure things out. She said hello to people she passed by that she knew but right now she also needed a distraction.