She too hoped that this wasn't the moment that she completely snapped. A little snapped, she could handle. Fully was too much. Everything was too much which was precisely why she didn't want visitors outside of Callum. Even the messages had been getting very annoying. And Kennet trying to send Maddie and then Freya... Fucking Christ.
The flinch was expected and it made her feel worse but once she started, she couldn't stop herself. However, she let him stop her hands. He had that right. "That wasn't just mimicking a memory, Callum. I Saw it, like I Saw you in jail and I Saw him beating the shit out of you. You were so... Small." Not that small but small enough compared to how he was now.
"But I want to make it better," she gave up on not crying for the millionth time that day, the smile she managed was completely miserable, "How do I make it better?" There was no way she would stop feeling bad any time soon.