Dec. 21st, 2017 at 3:14 PM
It’s too loud to sleep.
I can hear everything.
Each little sound is familiar and strangeand I hate all of it. I don’t like change.
This is nothing like home. If this is a chance to start over I’m not sure if I want it.
I can’t sleep, the nightmares...
I know I have places to be but I want to sit here just a minute longer and try to understand.
The mixture of aromas are enticing - the scent of popcorn and hotdogs, cotton candy...I can’t explain it but there’s something else beneath those happier smells..something darker. I want to find out what it is. It’s there in the darkness. I can feel it.
...it’s too loud to sleep.
I can hear everything.
Each little sound is familiar and strange
This is nothing like home. If this is a chance to start over I’m not sure if I want it.
I know I have places to be but I want to sit here just a minute longer and try to understand.
The mixture of aromas are enticing - the scent of popcorn and hotdogs, cotton candy...I can’t explain it but there’s something else beneath those happier smells..something darker. I want to find out what it is. It’s there in the darkness. I can feel it.
...it’s too loud to sleep.