Those are very loaded questions, are they not? I've certainly had fun in my life, even though I am not particularly doing anything entertaining at this given moment. I am living, yes, in ways that I can already tell people here are not. But have I ever truly lived? That's a question, I suppose, for when I'm drunker than I am right now.
I can't imagine not being able to indulge in the simple pleasures of having a corporeal form. What is it that you do with your body, here at the Cirque?