"Sometimes I wish I was not a virgin, that I knew exactly what to do and I was not scared." He sighed and tried to smile back at him. "But I am still scared about everything that comes with sex. But I liked the kissing, very much." Alec blushed, "it was my first kiss."
Now here can the confusing part. He wanted to sleep again with Magnus, but just sleep. He just didn't want Magnus sleeping with other people. But what did that make them? Had anything changed?