Russell finally looked up Carrick, "After that I found Noctis." It had felt like a betrayal after what Eterna had said. He didn't agree with how harshly Carrick had punished Noctis. "You can imagine how I felt seeing how badly Noctis was hurt." He was still upset about that, despite what Eterna had done. As for what Russell himself needed or wanted, he wasn't sure. The eyes that looked at Carrick now were sad and lost. "I dunno."