"I stopped, after a while, thinking about what they did to me, cause it was easier to do that, and I didn't have anyone to talk to about everything I was feeling. Nol just liked to give me another drink and call it good. Oh, while we are being honest I want to tell you, after that party thing my first week here, after I left I went to a liquor store and got come booze, granted I had to blow the cashier, but," He shrugged. "It's kinda my thing, prostituting myself out."
"I guess you can help. I mean I might not let you in all the time, I am tough to love, I think i have shown you that, but I will try, Emerson, if I can get another drink, please?"