It was so hard to think, when he was so close to Derek, especially when the topic was confusing to begin with. Isaac knew he didn't want to be a girl, or really even pretend to be one, so then why did the make up arouse him so much?
"The make up, at least I think so," he said, struggling slightly.
"I want to be a pretty boy for you, maybe even a little for Miss Lydia. It would make people look at me, and want me, and I suppose that could be selfish, but I want it."