"Because I didn't know what to do!" Mir yelled, unable to keep his voice low. "This is my first time being a master. I thought I knew everything. But what I didn't know was how to stop being mad at myself." Finally he cupped Emrys' cheek. "I was not longer mad at you by Tuesday, but I didn't know what to do. I didn't want to seem like a bad master, not knowing what to do so I ignored you, hoping to come up with something. Then I talked with someone and came home, fully intending to talk to you, but you were so scared or me I didn't know what to do." Mir said, looking at Emrys hands and took in his.
"I wanted to go back to the time when you use to look at me with happiness in your eyes, and I would never send you back, Emrys." He kissed the boy's hand. "Never. I am sorry I made you feel so bad. I promise from now on to get my facts straight and to always calm down before a punishment. With the way you have always been I doubt you will ever need one. But most of all I want to you to look at me again. I miss see you eyes on me." he smiled slightly as those eyes were on him. "Like that."