A couple more tears rolled down his cheek. Now he felt that Nate was loved too. Yes it was big deal to him to make sure that Nate was loved. Lucien wanted him to be satisfy so he could feel useful he supposed. Lucien didn't need to feel useful but that is what he thinks he should feel. There his past came back to haunt him.
"I love you, Nate." He leaned in and kissed him, his arms going around his neck.