Lucien ignored him. He had to do this. He had to prove to his boyfriend, and himself, that would not fucking broken, again.
He didn't go slow at all. He just took him all, moving down quickly to fuck his throat, giving Nate as much pleasure as he could. For him this was about Nate and about proving himself still capable. He was trying and failing to push away every statement that came into his mind, trying to bank it out.