But he did feel like he was failing Nate. He wanted to feel his lover in his mouth and he couldn't even do that with out backing out. "I want to be normal again." He said wiping angry tears from his eyes. "I fucking hate this. I want to taste you without thinking of that asshole." He was frustrated.
"You know, fuck it. I am going to do it." He pushed Nate over and moved down his body pulling his pants down. "It's only customary that you repay the kind gesture in some way." He tried to push that away as he pulled Nate's cock out.