Lucien open his eyes to Nate's face above his. He looked so worried, Lucien was screwing this up already. "I'm sorry, Nate. I will try harder." He didn't like to disappoint his lover. He just needed to push past the feelings and get back to them.
"You can try again." He said. He was going push everything aside but Nate. He wanted Nate, he wanted to feel good like they use to. "I love you, Nate. Only you."