"I only want one man to walk that way, and it is you. I would really rather tempt a saint than anyone else." He grinned, then got serious. "I just don't want to be reminded of how I felt there." Like he was whore and begging for anyone to come and fuck him, because that was not true. It was private game between him and Nate and that man had ruined it for them. At least for now.
"I know there is no pressure." He nodded, kissing back. "Just wanted to let you know. I know that means not being able to have your come inside me longer, which I love so much, but but the feelings it brings up...he fucking ruined everything." Lucien pouted.