"You always do." He said, licking his lips and moving in for another kiss. "I never imaged do this with anyone in my life, but now I can image doing it with you, always." He cupped Nate's cheek, feeling so much love and so much...maybe it was sadness maybe it was fear he didn't really know, but with all the love that Nate gave him is caused the bad feelings to bubbled to the top needing to be released so there was only the good.
"I just..." He started to tear up. "I feel so stupid for what I did. For taking that drink and I just keep thinking, thank god you got there. Thank god you are in my life, period. I am so happy to be with you, my lover, my boyfriend, the only man that can deal with all of me. I love you so much."