They were all reserved especially for Lucien, it was only with him that Nate could be entirely himself. There was a freedom in it which was to be cherished and appreciated.
"I'm fine" he reassured, he was worried they would lose some of the connection if they switched positions and Nate truly wanted to see Lucien's face as they made love. He wanted to see his passion and witness it when he came. More than ever he wanted that connection tonight.