"I know, I know." He said, closing his eyes briefly as Nate started to press in. No pain, no disgust. It was just Nate. He opened his eyes to see Nate's beautiful ones.
"I love you too." He said, licking his lips, tasting water. "I just...never mind." He shook his head leaning in to kiss Nate. He didn't need to bother his lover with his worries, they were just that, worries, figments of his imagination.