Nate's thinking was along the same lines, he was lucky enough to have found his soul mate and anything else was simply a bonus on top. Lucien was simply everything he needed.
"I tried to be. I was so angry when he used his magic to hold me back, I would have killed him if he'd hurt you" Nate said, before his arms tightened around Lucien's wet body and he poured everything inside him into the kiss, ending up pushing Lucien against the wet wall of the shower.