"Yes please." She nodded, lying there and squeezing his hand back. When he was out of her view, she still didn't move for a few moments, before all the thoughts of what just happened hit her at once, and she let out a sob at the shame she felt - of voluntarily putting herself in that position, of literally asking for it. There was no one to blame but herself, and everything that held her back in the past seemed to attack her all at once.