"It wouldn't just be the two of us." She said, bitterly, shrugging - she shouldn't be having this talk with him. Should be with someone impartial, but there were very few people who would be able to just listen to her, and help her work it out.
She wanted a relationship like that with Scott. That they'd die for each other. That he'd do anything to stay with her, and only her. But that wasn't an option. He wouldn't throw someone aside who needed him. She'd still be his slave, if she did choose him, and having to accept that she wasn't the only one. And since Scott admitted to liking guys too, she had an idea that they'd do things together.