"Well it's wrong that I don't get that option!" She snapped, a fire in her eyes, misdirected because she knew it wasn't something Derek could, or would change. Derek got to have her, Stiles, and Isaac... But she couldn't have him and Scott? It was the one thing about this whole system that she found the hardest to swallow.
She felt him move, and she finally glanced at him, before looking back at the ground.
"I don't want to be his slave, I want to be his girlfriend again." She huffed, finally looking at him again. "And that's why I haven't chosen him. Because I have to accept that he'll own me. That I'm not his priority. And I can handle that with you, but--" But the thought of Alcuin making Scott smile, being with him, left a bitter, jealous taste in her mouth, but she knew better than to say that outloud.