“I thought I had lost my place. ...lost you,” Stiles said softly as he looked down, unable to meet Derek’s eyes in that moment. Stiles was ashamed of his actions, of running away, because he knew Derek would always remember it and their relationship would never be the same. Stiles realized now he probably had done the worse thing he could have possibly done because Derek will always doubt him because of it.
“We have talked though and you have shown me... I’m becoming okay with it, Derek,” Stiles said as he continued to look downwards. He hoped Derek was listening to his heart beat to hear that his words were true and honest. Yes, Stiles had moments he didn’t like the thought of Derek with anyone else, even Isaac, and he had moments he was completely ok with it because that is how Derek’s world worked.