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The Pen is Mightier! (penismightier) wrote in chaotic_library,
@ 2014-05-10 18:59:00

Current mood:	depressed
Current music:	Sugar Cult - Memory
Entry tags:	flash fiction, g-rated, marvel, steve rogers, y-4purposes, yuuo, yuuo: marvel

[Steve Rogers; G] Jealous Of The Angels
Character/Series: Steve Rogers; Marvel Cinematic Universe
Rating: G
Notes: Written for 4purposes@LJ Fall theme #08: and all I loved I loved alone. HAVE SOME IRONY. Also, no Winter Soldier spoilers, unless you count knowing that Cap has an exhibit in the Smithsonian as a spoiler. If you do, why?
Title: Jealous Of The Angels
Author: yuuo
Word Count: 267
Summary: Steve stared at the memorial in the Captain America exhibit in the Smithsonian.

You always made my troubles feel so small,
And you were always there to catch me when I'd fall.
In a world where heroes come and go,
Well, God just took the only one I know.
-Jenn Bostic

Steve stared at the memorial in the Captain America exhibit in the Smithsonian. Bucky Barnes, the only Howling Commando to give his life in the line of duty. He shouldn't have been. If Steve had only been a bit faster, Bucky might've survived.

Steve would gladly trade his life for Bucky's. Bucky had always been the one stable thing in his life, through losing both parents, sickness, and then in health after the serum cured his body of its ailments. Someone who protected him from life to death.

But regrets like that haunt a person all their lives.

He didn't cry, seeing that once-beloved face. He'd cried over Bucky enough, even though the urge to do so again would surface every once in awhile. But it'd been two years he'd had to grieve and move into acceptance.

But how he missed him. Time had marched on without them, leaving a life-long friendship in the dust bin of the past. Bucky was no longer anything but memorial in a museum. And Steve was alone. Sure, Peggy was still hanging on, but she was slowly going senile, and getting up there in years, she wouldn't make it much longer. Once she was gone, Steve would be left with nothing of the old days.

It wasn't that he wanted to go back, there were good things about the future. But he'd give anything to have his friend back, to have someone to discover new things with who would be just as awed as he was. He wanted Bucky back.

But Bucky was gone, and nothing would change that.

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	crystal_visions 2014-05-11 12:02 am UTC (link)
	All I have to say is ;______________________________________________________; (Reply to this) (Thread)

	yuuo 2014-05-11 12:08 am UTC (link)
	I bawled that whole scene the last time I saw the movie. Bucky. ;_; All my feels. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	emilie_burns 2014-05-11 12:03 am UTC (link)
	Oh, Cap. ;___________; Poor Steve. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	yuuo 2014-05-11 12:09 am UTC (link)
	I know. ;_; It's tough losing someone you love. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	gryphcat 2014-05-11 12:57 am UTC (link)
	/lays down /tries not to cry /cries a lot (Reply to this) (Thread)

	yuuo 2014-05-11 01:00 am UTC (link)
	Isn't there a meme about that that makes fun of the old 'stop drop and roll' posters? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	emilie_burns 2014-05-11 01:04 am UTC (link)
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	yuuo 2014-05-11 01:06 am UTC (link)
	YES. THAT'S IT. ::yoinks and uploads to her macros folder:: (Reply to this) (Parent)

	gryphcat 2014-05-11 01:20 am UTC (link)
	I see Zanne already got to it XD (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	yuuo 2014-05-11 01:29 am UTC (link)
	She's fast on the draw. XD (Reply to this) (Parent)

	beccastareyes 2014-05-11 03:58 am UTC (link)
	Oh, that's dramatic irony there. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	yuuo 2014-05-11 04:14 am UTC (link)
	Isn't it just? I love delicious irony. It's good for me. (Reply to this) (Parent)