"Before Jophiel appeared, I was supposed to go through some purification process. Maybe I'll return to the world as a living person, or maybe I'll wake up near that underground river," Rachel explained, although she really wasn't so certain what would happen to her. She was hoping that whatever happened it would be better than her last few lives on earth. She almost admitted to L that she had some hope that she would be reunited with Patrick, but didn't say a word.