"...I didn't even know I was capable of it either...I didn't think...That's not a good thing for me to do, you know...not think." He glanced at his eyes and immediately looked away, shivering. "..I..I feel like death messed with my mind more than I thought...More than I ever expected it to."
He thought back to his place after death. Thoughts fleeting and slowly fading, reducing to nothing...just as he was. He was there..but not..There was there...but not. He was slowly fading away and losing himself..just as he was losing his mind.
"I hope death was better to you than me..." He muttered.