Rachel let out a bit of a sigh, but nodded her head in understanding. "If he doesn't know then maybe there's still hope for him," she said calmly.
She looked over at L, then down at the floor shaking her head abit slowly. "It all just made me wonder...why he did it in the first place," she started. "I also don't know why I didn't see the signs. He-he used to have all this music, and I remember that a couple of weeks before, he gave it all away. I just thought it was weird; didn't think anything of it." tears were now starting to form in her eyes, but she continued. "Even the note didn't give much. It just said..."
before she continued, Rachel ran over to a counter to grab some kleenex, and then head to the bathroom. Two minutes later she emerged, her face slightly wet from washing it. She resumed sitting on the chair.