“Yes.” L would have preferred it to be later, but there was no changing the fact that she knew now. He broke his embrace with her and settled back into a comfortable sitting position, resting his arms over his knees. As much as he wanted to comfort and hold her, he needed to be thinking clearly right now.
“Yesterday, my primary goal was to cause harm. I purposefully left something out when I was speaking to you as I was afraid it might soften the blow.” Hard as that was to admit, it was the truth. L had never wanted to hurt her, but thanks to one of these days he had. And there was a chance that it would happen again. Although he tried to set it aside for now, the very idea was not sitting well with him.
“Flauros said ‘We believe that those who die by suicide are barred access from Heaven, and must go to the void’ by the fact that he said it was something believed, it can be assumed that he is not entirely certain of this fact.” It was small, but maybe it would help. Those couple words could mean everything or nothing at all.