TK knew it was hard to understand. He knew it was confusing for Carlos. He already did this before with Carlos. But he also knew he couldn't explain a ton because there were just no answers. "I know you wouldn't." He never blamed Carlos for the disappearance. He blamed this stupid place. TK finally pulled away. He grabbed Carlos by the hand and then moved them to the couch so they could sit and talk and not awkwardly stand in the middle of the apartment. "I mean we have no control if we stay or go. If we did, I wouldn't have stayed here. I would have gone back home after you disappeared. There are a lot of things here that we have no control over. We just have to go with it no matter how weird it might get."