Re: Delivered by an orderly.
I try to stay calm, but it's hard when you can hear Him in there, whispering, telling me all the things He wants to do to me. He's gone now, maybe because Wolf left, but He'll find a new way to come back. He always does, ever since I was little. I thought my dad made Him come but now I realize it's me, as long as I'm here He'll never give up trying to get here.
The herbs sound good, I will take them if you think they will work. I just have to get some kind of sleep, I am so tired. I don't think I've slept in three days now, but they do all kind of blur together here. Maybe it's four.
Please don't leave me, too. I'll write you all the stories you want and I'll take my medicine and sleep and I won't scream and I won't tear up the walls just please don't leave me.