Note delivered by Johnny.
You forget Rose. I AM a selfish git. Whatever the fuck that is. If it's bad and related to asshole. That's me. Love hurts. Love continues to hurt me via the people I love over and over and over. It doesn't matter if I am outside, or inside this Hell. I've told people what Wolf did, and apparently THEY don't see him as a threat. What can I do but kill him when I see him in the hall?
I can't seem to do right in either case. I'm so tired of trying so hard in everything I do. Nothing comes easy anymore and I miss my life being a lot more fun, and pleasurable. I know that's selfish too. I won't lie to Rowan and tell him that I am his Stranger. I can only be his friend, and I am failing at that as well.