Two things happened at his news. She felt both calmer and more on edge- though in a different way. She was too uptight to know how they expressed themselves visually, though.
"I should go," she said. Even to herself she sounded weary.
When he asked why she was there and if she wanted anything she almost looked pleadingly. "Nothing. I just-" she swallowed. "It's nothing, thought we could have a drink maybe, no big deal, I didn't realise he'd come here too," she said, not realising that her words revealed a bit more than intended. She also didn't realise that at the thought of leaving Kalev again she'd started to shake. She didn't have anywhere else she felt she could go- her friends- they wouldn't understand because she wouldn't tell them that she couldn't pay for the ridiculously meesly flat she had as was. She'd have to go home and that thought terrified her more than anything else.