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james barnes ([info]yourbucky) wrote in [info]carpediem_rp,
@ 2015-09-30 14:04:00

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Entry tags:character: bucky barnes (dropped), character: ophelia sinclair, thread: complete

Who: Bucky and Lia
Where: The Great Hall
When: 29 September, lunchtime
What: Meeting for lunch
Rating: maybe some language because Bucky's got a mouth?

Ophelia had mentioned other students thought she was odd, for being quiet and not liking to touch people much. It was those same reasons that James found himself drawn to the girl. Her presence wasn't overwhelming, didn't demand or push for more than he could give. She'd been nothing but helpful to him since his arrival, but there hadn't been much he was able to do in return and nothing she'd been willing to ask for. Perhaps he felt a bit protective, because he could sense something ran a bit deeper that echoed with his own pain, though he was reluctant to pick at somebody else's wounds.

A few minutes early, he waited at the far end of the Slytherin table in the Great Hall with plenty of space between himself and anyone else, grateful (but guiltily so) that the chatter among students was much more hushed that day in light of the recent attack and death. Asking Lia to lunch had been impulsive, partially an attempt on putting himself out there more, easing himself back into socialization. He at least owed it to his former friends not to push them away by default, and Lia had indicated they used to get along well. So maybe there was something salvageable from that.

There wasn't much he knew about his former self, but just because those memories were gone to him, that didn't mean it worked both ways. Bucky was still in the minds of the people around him, and he had to start being more than just a ghost wearing the skin of somebody that should have died over a year ago.

He took a slow sip of water, trying to shake his exhaustion, wanting to be at least decent company for when Ophelia arrived.



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[info]yourbucky
2015-10-03 03:37 am UTC (link)
He caught the flicker of fear, his eyes following her motion to Nico, sizing up the boy without trying to be too obvious. Not a student from their year, but maybe the one below. He didn't know his name, his reputation, anything about him to judge or assess how he thought about any of it. It wasn't his business at all, really. But he still felt concerned. "Is that what you want?"

The intention of inviting her to lunch was to make sure they both were eating, but very little was touched by either of them and so the whole thing was a bit of a failure, taking a bit deeper of a turn in subject than he intended. James looked down at the food again, not sure why his appetite was lacking.

"I know they do," he admitted, a bit intimidated by how much some people cared. "But it feels wrong." Like it wasn't meant for him. It was still hard to accept that he used to be anything good.

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[info]purevisions
2015-10-03 12:10 pm UTC (link)
Ophelia looked down at the plate of food, picking up one bit to offer him before selecting a bit to eat herself. They had come to eat, after all. Was breaking the engagement what she wanted? Yes. Was it going to end well? No. She could handle it though. She would figure it all out. "Don't want to marry him." That was fact. Laertes didn't want her to either. He wanted her with someone better for her. "Just met him." It made no sense to her to pair her with someone she didn't know, someone she didn't really connect with.

"Not wrong. Just have to learn again why." Ophelia met his eyes and offered a tiny shrug. She knew that he was loved for being a good man, and she saw parts of that still shining through. "Good man. No matter what happened." Because she knew that whatever had happened seemed to push him into thinking he wasn't, and that was wrong.

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